But you still go to his little cottage in the country and eat his scrambled eggs, gently folded, special recipe made with a squeeze of fresh orange juice. And you do suffer his hard little body, receding hairline and Neil Diamond , seducing a poor girl from the country with her vowels drenched in cow piss and rotting cider apples.

He has a wall-sized gilt mirror next to the bed and his sheets are Harrods white. When he’s in the bathroom you sit up, side on, poke out fashionable little breasts, swoosh hair down your back till it reaches your arse and look at yourself, neck arched, like you’ve seen in pictures of a pre-Raphaelite goddess and later, bad porn. Next time he brings a bottle of Scotch. You put it on a dressing table where the afternoon sun turns it into liquid gold.

 ‘I’ve been up north to get something sorted,’ you say.

‘Why didn’t you tell me. I could have had it fixed it for you closer to home,’

He’s taking out his cheque book and Parker pen, silver. And how many other girls have looked in that mirror, something worming its way right in.
He said he’d call.

First published online in Dogzplot (US) 2012

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